Limbo

I think I have been dumped.

At the surface: Money issues. It seems I have taken more than he planned to give.

Unsure what to do now. Assume no response will be helpful or well received so I am just waiting for more information.

I believe that it is important that I make an effort to not repeat my past mistakes and the only path of action that feels safe is the path of no action. I can't sell anything else to get money. I can't shift accounts around any. I can't pay back the money I have used this week. I won't argue my contributions. I won't drown my sorrows in drink. I won't give in to the confused sadness. I have not found myself crying yet and I will not dwell on the sadness tht could cause tears. I will not give way to bitterness. I simply am right now. I do not know what else to do.